Another day another box

I have another room already full....

I don't plan on writing everyday but so much is going on I have a lot to say so for now I might. Also I had gotten use to writing Justin at least a two page letter everyday while he was at basic training, so at the end of the day I feel like I still need to let it out. I am so ready to be done with school. I love the field I am going into but I am so done with this program. This last semester has been really rough on me, I am burnt out. Only 3 more days of class! I have my final exam on Monday, which is actually what I am most worried about. (I am more worried for that than to take my national registry). I still haven't studied, last night I didn't get much accomplished. After class today I should be worried too, the entire class failed our last quiz (which is weighted as much as our tests some how), so I need to get my butt in gear. Like I said though I am burnt out and can't find the motivation to get moving. I was very glad to get to spend the morning with a couple of class mates. After two years it really feels like they are family. It is amazing how close this programs makes you. We have cried, laughed, and wanted to pull our hair out together and I will honestly miss them all so much. I did get more packed today though. My room finally looks like I am moving. I took all my pictures off my walls and it finally set in that I am not going to be here anymore. I've been talking about it a lot but it hadn't sunk in until today. Now I am going to become nostalgic whenever I leave my room and see all the boxes. After spending most of the day packing I am going to take the weekend to relax (and study). Tomorrow I am shopping for clothes for Justin since he is down to skin and bone and won't fit into any of his civilian clothes and spending one of my last weekends here with my mother-in-law. Most people complain about their in-laws but I have become so close to mine over the last two years I am going to miss them so much. They have done so much for them there is no way I can thank them enough. I am sure they will enjoy their empty nest though. I am ready for us to have a place of our own but today I also came to the realization that bills and responsibility are right around the corner. It will be so worth it to be with my husband. Last night he told me that there was a chance his assignment could be an unaccompanied tour to Korea which absolutely broke my heart. That is no more likely than Beale or an accompanied tour to Korea but I didn't know that option was in the mix as well. Again I am just anxious to know. Just for planning purposes. I am an absolute control freak so not knowing is killing me. I can not wait to see what my future holds.